The Rhythm of Attachment: How we come to be with Self, Other, and World.

The Rhythm of Attachment: How we come to be with Self, Other, and World.

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Attachment is not only about relational patterns; it’s the interactive regulation of emotion and arousal between two minds and two bodies. Allan Schore The Rhythm of Attachment: How we come to be with Self, Other, and World. To speak of attachment is to speak of one of the most fundamental rhythms of human life. It is the core of survival that lives within our earliest experiences of connection and separation – of reaching, settling, being...Read More
Neuroception

Neuroception

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Our bodies listen before we do — scanning the silence for threat or safety, shaping our way of being in the world before a single thought is formed. Deb Dana What is Neuroception? There are aspects of our lived experience that we struggle to name, a knowing from deeper within; a shifting and a swirling, an innate attunement to what we sense arising around us and within us. Such is an embodied, emergent process coined...Read More
When “trouble” feels annihilating: Neurodivergence, complex trauma, and the fear of getting in trouble

When “trouble” feels annihilating: Neurodivergence, complex trauma, and the fear of getting in trouble

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It is a joy to be hidden and a disaster not to be found. D.W. Winnicott When “trouble” feels annihilating: Neurodivergence, complex trauma, and the fear of getting in trouble For some of us, growing up in a world of chaos and confusion isn’t just inconvenient or uncomfortable. It is desolate. This begins in a divergent system that was always a little more permeable. Our systems are innately wired to register tone, pace, and the...Read More
Responsibility and Accountability in Relationships: Intention, Impact, Rupture, and Repair

Responsibility and Accountability in Relationships: Intention, Impact, Rupture, and Repair

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The curious paradox is that when I accept myself just as I am, then I can change.” Carl Rogers Responsibility and Accountability in Relationships: Intention, Impact, Rupture, and Repair We often refrain from speaking to the nuances in our language – yet perhaps it is within these missing details that our shared meaning goes amiss. How many times do we feel a deepening sense of being misunderstood? Where, no matter the language we use, the...Read More
When Support Hurts: Anticipatory Attunement, Anger, and Collapse

When Support Hurts: Anticipatory Attunement, Anger, and Collapse

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To be known is to be recognised as existing. Allan Schore When Support Hurts: Anticipatory Attunement, Anger, and Collapse There is a familiarity to certain relational interactions, an irritation that is not just an annoyance with the Other but a tight, hot swirl pushing and pulling in a tug between reasonable and unreasonable expectations. Often this irritation shows up as a fiery fusion of wanting support, finding the courage to request support, and then being...Read More
Verbal processing: why using many words can feel safer

Verbal processing: why using many words can feel safer

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Thought is not merely expressed in words; it comes into existence through them. Lev S. Vygotsky Verbal processing: why using many words can feel safer Have you ever noticed that sometimes there are those of us with a tendency to be quite talkative? Perhaps there is a part of you that enjoys using words, and another part of you that worries this talkative part might be taking up too much space, that Others are tuning...Read More
The embodied and relational Self in context

The embodied and relational Self in context

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Who are we really? And what does it mean when we say, “this is me”? What is the “this” that we call “the self”? And why are so many studies revealing that in our modern life people are feeling ever more isolated even though they are more digitally connected? How can we be “together” yet feel so alone? One way of understanding this is that a sense of a “self” is being created from our...Read More
On attachment in the therapeutic relationship: Attachment to your therapist

On attachment in the therapeutic relationship: Attachment to your therapist

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We do not grow out of our need for relationship; rather, we grow into ourselves through relationship. Bonnie Badenoch On attachment in the therapeutic relationship Have you ever wondered to yourself, why do I want to talk to my therapist so desperately? Am I too attached, am I becoming too much, leaning too far in, relying too heavily? I want to assure you that, at some point in the work, there is often a relational...Read More
Cognitive Dissonance and Attachment in Coercive Control: A Relational, and Neurobiological Exploration

Cognitive Dissonance and Attachment in Coercive Control: A Relational, and Neurobiological Exploration

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Integration is the linkage of differentiated parts into a coherent whole. Daniel Siegel Cognitive Dissonance and Coercive Control: A Relational and Neurobiological Exploration In the previous pieces, we stayed close to the lived experience of contradiction, exploring the fragmenting fog that can arise when care and fear coexist within relationship, and the many ways our systems adapt to preserve connection when safety feels uncertain. This third offering turns gently toward the deeper organising process often...Read More
Cognitive Dissonance and Coercive Control: How We Protect Connection When Safety Is Uncertain

Cognitive Dissonance and Coercive Control: How We Protect Connection When Safety Is Uncertain

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When relational experience is chronically unpredictable, the mind does not fail to integrate; it adapts by organising experience in ways that preserve attachment and emotional survival. Allan Schore Cognitive Dissonance and Coercive Control: How We Protect Connection when Safety is Uncertain In the previous piece, we explored the fragmenting fog of contradiction, the embodied confusion that can arise when care and fear coexist within relationship. We traced how relational unpredictability unsettles our sense of Self,...Read More
The Fragmenting Fog of Contradiction: How Coercive Control Disrupts Knowing and Protects Connection

The Fragmenting Fog of Contradiction: How Coercive Control Disrupts Knowing and Protects Connection

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Coercive control is a pattern of domination that works to erase a person’s freedom and sense of Self. Jess Hill The Fragmenting Fog of Contradiction: How Coercive Control Disrupts Knowing and Protects Connection There is a stirring within. A tension that moves quickly from the belly to the brain, a flood of fear, an overwhelming panic that rises and crests before shifting into a fog of fuzzy numbness. It is a spontaneous transition, where contact...Read More
Disgust: The Boundary Emotion

Disgust: The Boundary Emotion

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Disgust is a boundary psychology. Disgust marks objects as exterior and alien Richard Beck Disgust: The Boundary Emotion Disgust, it is the ick of the Self, the embodied cry of “This must not come near.” To be human is to know this sudden, deep, and visceral recoil; the way the body folds back from what it senses as intrusion or threat. We know it in the tightening of the throat, the knotting of the stomach,...Read More
Why Your Brain Loves Curiosity

Why Your Brain Loves Curiosity

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The SEEKING system is the grand architect of our emotional lives, propelling us toward everything we desire, including knowledge. Jaak Panksepp Why Your Brain Loves Curiosity. Curiosity is not a luxury. It is not something reserved for the intellectually inclined or the inquisitive few. It is a deeply embodied capacity that lives in all of us – an emotional motivational force that seeks connection, collaboration, and completion for contextual coherence. When we are curious, something...Read More
Emotional Flashbacks: Understanding the Push and Pull Inside.

Emotional Flashbacks: Understanding the Push and Pull Inside.

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When we are triggered, we do not regress, we return. Not to be punished, but to be met with what we did not receive the first time. Joanna Lindenbaum When Connection Feels Unsafe: The Push-Pull of Emotional Flashbacks A reflection on the quiet conflict between longing and fear, and how learning the body’s language of safety can soften old survival patterns. The Wordless Pull of Complex Trauma There is a quiet truth to the pain...Read More
Why We Seek Meaning: Exploring the Drive to Understand Self and Other

Why We Seek Meaning: Exploring the Drive to Understand Self and Other

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Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves. Rainer Maria Rilke Why we seek to know the knowing of the known: The quest to understand Self and Other What is it within us that drives us to know, to understand, to unfold the why and the how of our Self, of Others, and of the World around us? It almost seems a paradoxically redundant question, for...Read More
Embodied Relational Knowings

Embodied Relational Knowings

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The body remembers what the mind forgets. It holds the story of love, of lack, of longing — not in words, but in gesture, in posture, in silence. Author Unknown Embodied Relational Knowings Have you ever reacted in a certain way with others that seemingly happens no matter how hard you try to change it?Appeasing or people-pleasing; distancing or doubting; shrinking or shielding?These may be embodied relational knowings - patterns of Self-protection that you implicitly...Read More
Understanding the Window of Capacity

Understanding the Window of Capacity

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You do not have to be good.  You do not have to walk on your knees for a hundred miles through the desert, repenting.  You only have to let the softness of your body love what it loves. Mary Oliver, from Wild Geese What is the Window of Capacity? An Introduction Also referred to as the window of tolerance, the window of capacity speaks to the dynamic range of affective arousal we can move within...Read More
The Unbeknownst of Shame Part Two: Cultivating Resolve by Bringing Clarity to Confusion and Trust to Doubt.

The Unbeknownst of Shame Part Two: Cultivating Resolve by Bringing Clarity to Confusion and Trust to Doubt.

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We cultivate love when we offer our most vulnerable selves, the selves that hold shame, to be deeply seen and known, and when we honor the spiritual connection that grows from that offering being met with trust, respect, kindness and affection. Love is not something we give or get; it is something that we nurture and grow, a connection that can only be cultivated between two people when it exists within each one of them...Read More
The Battle of Needs Negotiation: Boundaries

The Battle of Needs Negotiation: Boundaries

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At the heart of an integrated sense of Self with identity and belonging is the capacity to both differentiate and connect. Such differentiation and connection are founded in our ability to know our own inner worlds as unified yet unique with significance and worth. Chele Yntema Creating a Boundaried sense of Self: Differentiated yet Connected So, what exactly does it mean to be differentiated yet connected, to be boundaried interpersonally in the manner by which...Read More
The Unbeknownst of Shame Part One: What is Shame?

The Unbeknownst of Shame Part One: What is Shame?

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Alone and exposed. Exposed and alone. My very being unwanted as she was. Instead, misunderstood and abashed. Denigrated. Disparaged with blame… There was but a shadow of who I once knew. Alone and exposed. Exposed and alone. Hollowed, emptied of all that was left of me. There was nothing there for me, not then, not now, not ever. They had taken my vulnerability and torn it to shreds, leaving me barren of protection. Stripped of...Read More
Window of Capacity

Window of Capacity

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Breathing in, I calm body and mind. Breathing out, I smile. Dwelling in the present moment I know this is the only moment. Thich Nhat Hanh An Introduction: what do we mean by Capacity? Have you ever been introduced to the Window of Tolerance?  It is a concept that was originally developed by the psychiatrist Dr. Dan Siegel as a way of conceptualising that our nervous systems each uniquely hold a band of optimum functioning...Read More
Co-dependency as an Emergent Response to Enmeshment

Co-dependency as an Emergent Response to Enmeshment

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We being life, as babies, needing connection for survival, and we take adaptations we've learned from those attachment experiences out into the world of interpersonal relationships. Learning to be a "we" in our personal family of origin may directly impact our experience of widening our lens of identity to embrace a larger set of relational connections - belonging to others in romance, friendship, community, and the world of nature. We come from the inner Me,...Read More
Helpful (true) Guilt & Unhelpful (false) Guilt

Helpful (true) Guilt & Unhelpful (false) Guilt

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Think about a time you felt guilty. What made you feel this guilt? What impact did guilt have on you? How did you respond? Probably, your description of the cause starts with an 'I….'. This is because guilt is linked not with an external event, but with our own behaviour, a sense we've done something we shouldn't, or not done something we should've. This makes guilt more complicated than some other emotions, because we have...Read More
The Value in Emotion – Processing

The Value in Emotion – Processing

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Integration leads to optimal regulation... In essence, "emotional regulation" is how we use our minds, bodies, and relational processes to enhance integration. To achieve regulation, an integrative state of coherence, in the moment and across time, the mind both monitors and modifies the flow of energy and information to differentiate and link that flow internally and interpersonally. What this means is that processes linking differentiated elements of a system - within or between individuals -...Read More
The Value in Emotion – Understanding

The Value in Emotion – Understanding

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The ability to involve conscious processing with something as fundamental as the creation of meaning, social relatedness, and perceptual processing certainly does give us an increase in the flexibility of our responses to the environment. Having a consciousness of emotions is especially important in the social environment.Without it, we are likely not to be aware of our own or others' intentions and motives. Awareness of emotional processes, our shifts in integration, has value for our...Read More
Patterns of Self-Protection: Attachment vs Authenticity

Patterns of Self-Protection: Attachment vs Authenticity

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Hope is not wishful thinking, but a realising of the possibilities beyond the actualities we now experience ... With hope we can find a path forward ... With hope we have courage ...  Dr. Dan Siegel, 2023 An Introduction: A Confusion from Within Are there times in your life when you find yourself in connections, conversations, collaborations, or relational dynamics that leave you feeling like you could not show up as your authentic Self?  For many...Read More
Caring for the Young Carer

Caring for the Young Carer

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This post was originally written for an interview with Wellways - you can read their article here Years ago, as I began my career in mental health and well-being, I had never truly pondered on the significance of the developing mind, let alone on its paradoxical complexity. Yet, as we begin another New Year and as I sit here in the space that is known in the Wellways Brisbane office as the ‘Green Room’ looking...Read More
Finding your Self in the Midst of Chaos

Finding your Self in the Midst of Chaos

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Breath is the bridge which connects life to consciousness, which unites your body to your thoughts. Whenever your mind becomes scattered, use your breath as the means to take hold of your mind again. Thich Nhat Hanh Amid the chaos of life, there may be moments of overwhelm - swirls of confusing emotions that seem to take over. It is in those moments, when our minds become scattered that we may need to stop.  And...Read More

For the Invisible Ones

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A beautiful composition that speaks with heart to the lasting impact of childhood neglect, and the courage of one woman to create change. For the Invisible Ones by Aven Harper "Emotional and relational absence in childhood takes many forms and has a wide range of impacts. This short film describes the singular experience of being an ‘ignored child’. There is a great deal more to emotional neglect than is shown in this video. It comes...Read More

Functional Fundamentals – Fundamental Nature of Self & Other Experiencing in the World

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MIND BODY CONNECTION & the Functional Fundamentals of Humanity Without a theory of human beings there can be no theory of psychotherapy. Lapworth & Sills, 2010 Fundamental Nature of Self & Other Experiencing in the World Whilst I share my fundamental belief in the Divine herein, I do not subscribe to inflicting my views or perspectives on Others - we each have the choice to believe as we desire. Imago Dei: Created in Divine Image...Read More

Functional Fundamentals – Fundamental Constitution of Self

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MIND BODY CONNECTION& the Functional Fundamentals of Humanity Nothing can cure the soul but the senses, just as nothing can cure the senses but the soul. Oscar Wilde Fundamental Constitution of Self It is important to ground psychotherapies on a knowledge of affective processes and thereby to understand how to most effectively recruit beneficial cognitive perspectives. Panksepp and Biven, 2012 As we become more aware of what it means to be human and the fundamental...Read More

Functional Fundamentals – Defining Wellbeing & Suffering

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MIND BODY CONNECTION & the Functional Fundamentals of Humanity The attempt to escape from pain, is what creates more pain. Gabor Mate Defining Wellbeing and Suffering When we appreciate the fundamental nature of human experience and the fundamental constitution of Self as it relates to Other(s) and the World we can begin to appreciate more fully what it means to be well, what it means to suffer, and why as humans we seek connection to...Read More
Framework Fundamentals – Co-Regulated Connection

Framework Fundamentals – Co-Regulated Connection

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MIND BODY CONNECTION & the Therapeutic Fundamentals of Practice When we are held in safety by another’s non-judgmental receptivity, we naturally open to more awareness of sensation, feelings, and the thoughts that arise from and accompanying them.  The stability of our joined windows of tolerance makes what was intolerable and necessary to ignore available for awareness and disconfirmation.  In the process, the circuitry of regulation develops more strength as our community gains another dyad for...Read More

Framework Fundamentals – Compassionate Collaboration

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MIND BODY CONNECTION & the Therapeutic Fundamentals of Practice Outcome is enhanced when the therapist uses modalities and defines goals consistent with the life experiences and cultural values of the client. No single approach is equally effective across all populations and life situations Collins & Arthur, 2010 Compassionate Collaboration Compassionate Collaboration is the Self (therapist) instigated and Other (client) agreed upon use of the emergent energy and information flow that exists within the micro-World of...Read More

Framework Fundamentals – Contextual Coherence

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MIND BODY CONNECTION & the Therapeutic Fundamentals of Practice When a person is in a more coherent state there is a shift in the relative autonomic balance toward increased parasympathetic activity (vagal tone), increased heart-brain synchronization and entrainment between diverse physiological systems. In this mode, the body’s systems function with a high degree of efficiency and harmony and natural regenerative processes are facilitated. McCraty, 2015 Contextual Coherence There is nothing more encapsulating than the seamless...Read More

The Embodied and Relational Self in Context

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Who are we really?  And what does it mean when we say, “this is me”?  What is the “this” that we call “the self”?  And why are so many studies revealing that in our modern life people are feeling ever more isolated even though they are more digitally connected?  How can we be “together” yet feel so alone?  One way of understanding this is that a sense of a “self” is being created from our...Read More

The Embodied and Relational Self in Professional Identity

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What has happened to our ability to dwell in unknowing, to live inside a question and coexist with the tensions of uncertainty?  Where is our willingness to incubate pain and let it birth something new?  What has happened to patient unfolding, to endurance?  These things are what form the ground of waiting.  And if you look carefully, you’ll see that they’re also the seedbed of creativity and growth—what allows us to do the daring and...Read More

The Therapeutic Relationship and The Necessary and Sufficient Conditions of Therapeutic Change

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There are certain emergent anthropological dynamics that often seem forgotten in our westernised society.  Such might be, at least to me, the innate integrative capacity of the mind-body that emerges when we, as a human species, find ourselves in authentic, respectful, and reciprocal relationships (2 Corinthians 6; Cozolino, 2002; van der Kolk, 2018).  Indeed, when psychobiological conditions are apt the inherent self-organising systems of the mind-body begin a process of restoration and growth whereby intuit...Read More

When vulnerability meets availability: A complex fractalated phenomenon that holds the potentiality of The Divine

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Imagine various relationships you have with other people: sometimes we feel understood and our inner meanings of the mind are seen and respected.  Other relationships may be more challenging, and the inner reality of our feelings and thoughts are unseen and disrespected.  We send out communication to another person through the energy of our words and by way of our nonverbal expressions that can be heard and seen, but the other person does not create...Read More

You Care too Much: The Nature of Caring in Counselling

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Nearly a year ago a professional I respected bellowed the words “You care too much!”, and as the dissonance I had been harbouring toward the role I was in came crashing down, I finally realised how important it was to me to care.  Moreover, as I progress into reflective supervisory based practise, I am beginning to understand what it really means, at a practice level, to live in alignment with this innate capacity to care. ...Read More

Homeostasis

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Though we may not always pay attention to it, within every living thing there is an inherent and adaptive awareness.  It is an awareness that gives rise not only to the basic functionality of our living and being Self, but so too to the emergence of our sensing, perceiving, interpreting, and reacting/responding Self.  This awareness was first brought into the realms of the factual known by Claude Bernard, and while later coined homeostasis by Walter...Read More

Resume Of Chele Yntema

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WHO I AM PROFESSIONALLY Curriculum Vitae Of Chele Yntema Chele Yntema is a PACFA/CCAA Clinical Practitioner specialising in burnout, breakdown, and trauma. With a comprehensive background in Interpersonal and Affective Neurobiology alongside her psychotherapeutic work with presentations of complex trauma, Chele has begun to recognise and truly appreciate some of the most invisible layers of trauma, specifically the paradoxes within various dynamics of power. Chele has a compassionate demeanour and approach that, alongside her trauma-specific...Read More

Corrective Emotional Experience: The paradoxical line in my understanding

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Under stress, Self found relentless fear and the need for a nourishing level of reception, connection, and protection.  Under guilt, Self found deceptive disgust and the need for an adaptable level of difference, independence, and acceptance.  Under shame, Self found unparallel grief and the need for an authentic level of affirmation, appreciation, and affection.  And ultimately under these needs lay a seeking Self who needed to be seen, to be heard, and to be understood....Read More

Transference: From past to present and into the future

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Like an active vortex that sucks in atmospheric textures, swirls them around and spits out a reflection of our earliest years, transference is a felt sense within varied situational milieu that reflects a uniquely personal perceptual shaping of reality.  This is a reality that matches early embedded emotional-motivational patterns of energy and information flow.   Correspondingly, transference is the phenomenon that powerfully evokes a seemingly grounded sense of what is relationally known (metal process) from a...Read More

Defence Mechanisms: In my Defence

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As I read and as I sit here in preparation for writing my heart begins to race, my stomach fills with a tizzy of tension, my eyes open wide, I do not blink, and as I begin to hold my breath I grit my jaw and clench my body knowing full well what these sensations are telling me; and I know full well why they have risen in this specific moment.  These sensations are those...Read More

To Love and To Suffer

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How is it that there can be a reckoning of the paradoxical questions that have plagued humanity for all of time?  Questions of heartache and hopelessness, inequity and scarcity, disease and illness as they co-exist with questions of health and wellness, equitability and fruition, of faith, of hope, of love – questions of dying and of death that reflect questions of life and of living?  Is it possible to simultaneously acknowledge the known and the...Read More

Within the Window

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Our nervous system’s window of tolerance – the intensity of feeling we can experience while still maintaining connection with another – is continually expanding and contracting.  When we are physically alone, the continually fluctuating breadth of our window depends on the strength of the regulatory system built in relationship with others as well as the supportive internal presence of those with whom we have close connections.  It varies from moment to moment depending on how...Read More

Containment and Non-Reactivity

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The therapist is comfortable sharing whatever emotions the client has and, in addition, wants to know the clients authentic experience more fully – as good or as bad as it actually is for them – without minimising or exaggerating it as others have often done.  In attachment terms, this highly accurate empathy is known as attuned responsiveness. … Therapists want to help clients experience [their emotions] more fully [rather than just cognitively labelling, explaining, or...Read More
Shame was always there

Shame was always there

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There is not a time where shame has not been present; not a time where I have not wondered “what is wrong with me”.  I was never “normal”; never good enough: never smart enough, never fast enough, never slim enough, never fit enough, never pretty enough.  Yet paradoxically I was always “too much”: too sensitive, too caring, too pale, too freckly, too fat, too emotional, too loud, too quiet, too boring, too slow.  Not enough,...Read More

The Sociology of Culture and the Paradoxical Nature of Diversity. Culturally-Infused Practice in Counselling.

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Born from and into relationship, we are - the human race is, anything but an isolated species.  Indeed, there is a universal reality that self-concept and identity are insurmountably enmeshed within ever evolving cultural contexts (Lago, 2005; Lott, 2010; Matsumoto & Juang, 2008; Siegel, 2012).  Yet, it would be foolish to dismiss that this same enmeshment, if not explicitly conceptualised, has the potential to create group and individual levels of segregation and identity disintegration that...Read More